You can not mentally train yourself out of a retrovirus

By Heidi Dunlap Bauer:

You can not mentally train yourself out of a retrovirus. Minorly reduce a few symptoms with relaxation techniques, perhaps. Breathing through the pain as a woman in labor has to do. Perhaps.

But, I am fed up to the rafters with coping techniques.

I want total relief from symptoms. I want a cure. I want to know the real cycle of disease and its progression that is happening in my body for over 16 years. .